Although I do not plan to get into details at this time, we have had a bumpy weekend. So much so, that the path we follow from here isn't even a laid out step by step process. Basically, we are approaching this one day at a time, and as our social worker said, continuing to process through each green light until we get to a red light.
We are both doing...okay. I was feeling emotions again over the weekend that I haven't had to deal with in a really long time. We are exhausted, mentally and physically.
I was able to tell Gus on our way home from our visit yesterday, that although I'm scared about the future, I believe for the first time I'm able to leave something in God's hands. I know how much I love Sam, and I know that God loves him so much more. Even though we may not be able to understand it at this time, God has Sam's best interest in mind and will watch over him. I just have to keep reminding myself of that.
Please pray! Pray for the situation to settle down. Pray for a way to expedite the adoption. Pray for everyone involved.
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You have my prayers. Through all that you guys have been through you have stayed strong and positive. You are BOTH an inspiration to everyone! We love you both and our prayers will keep on coming!
ReplyDeleteYou are both always on my mind,in my heart and my prayers.
ReplyDeleteI admire your faith and I am forever inspired by your strength and courage and love for each other.
I pray for all three of you to be together in peace and comfort in your own home.
Take good care,love you, Annemarie