Well, tomorrow is the big day. Still praying that my uterus is nice and dry and that everything goes well. I'm so excited and scared to death all at the same time.
The new hormones I'm on are giving me pregnancy symptoms already. But I think that is good, because now after tomorrow, I won't automatically assume that it worked since I'm having the symptoms. I've already talked myself out of sneaking a home pregnancy test in before the blood test. I've decided that if it is bad news, I won't want to deal with it until I'll have to, so why test early. Plus it will be unreliable. But it is going to be so HARD to WAIT so LONG!
We have been told to bring something to do, as I will be stuck in bed unable to move for at least an hour and a half, maybe more. With a full bladder! Do they know how hard it is for me to hold it? I now know of 2 medical conditions I have that cause frequent urination, so at least I have an excuse. :)
It is kind of shocking to me to think that the one thing I've been chasing after for 4 years (pregnancy) may actually happen TOMORROW!!
We may be down to 5 embryos now. When Jim called on Wednesday, he said that one fertilized and then never developed after that. And then when he called yesterday, he said 5 of the 6 are "still looking really, really good." So I'm not sure if #6 will make it or not. That was very sobering. We knew that was a possibility, and it was a big fear of ours. But you obviously don't really feel it until it happens to you. I said a little prayer for #7 and cried all the way home from work on Wednesday. And then repeated the process on Thursday.
Gus is all prepared to start calling me Preggers. I hope he can! :)
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